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Ok so it looks like I did not have the day off today. Blah Val called in so Hanna called/texted me this morning to see if I wanted to come in. I said ok.
O well today is the last day of the pay period so I win in some sense.

I have to wake up super early tomorrow morning for school. I did some studying today just not enough. That was my whole plan was just to study all day. Work is too distracting to accomplish anything :/

I really wanted to make a quick trip to SATX tomorrow. Antone, has to work manana at 4. blahhh
O well, maybe it just was not meant to be. Either that or maybe I'll built some guts and go by myself yea right!

I applied at Grande when I was paying my bill. Looks like a cute fun front desk job. I really wouldn't mind working in a small office.

I think I am just blogging cause work is boring Roland left home early and there is no action right now.

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that is all..

Juicy

Wow I am so glad they gave me the day off tomorrow. I know its going to hurt my pocket, but sheet man I need some kind of break. Even, thou it is just for one day I think it will do my body good.
Work is so full of drama. Just cause I do my job and tell others what they need to improve on I get shit for it. I really need a new job already. I am getting sick of hearing the same shit over and over. Then again, Holiday Inn has been really good to me. What other job will put up with me being a few minutes late almost every other day. I am trying to work on that thou.

Andrea is starting to worry me. She is talking about moving out already. Our lease is up in January but I still think that is a long way from now. I kind of want to move back with my parents but then I dont. I really dont know what to do. I want to save my money but I cannot stand my parents for so long. What surprises me antone said he was looking into some apartments. He said he would get a better job and everything. That shocked me. It really impresses me that he even took the time to look.

The nights are starting to feel real good. I cannot wait till fall comes. I cannot wait for hoodie weather.
I am trying to write in my blog and jonathan keeps talking to me and distracting me.

I miss antone.

that is all.

Girls, Ladies and Women go through tough times

Being a girl sucks. We have this ugly nasty thing that comes every month. That comes with crazy mood swings.
I feel really blah today, not sick, not happy, not sad, just blah. It is so weird. No event has happen to make me feel that way either. Girls' bodies suck. At least I know another month went by and I'm not pregers. ha.

In other news, I really wish I could get away sometime. Sometimes I feel I should just be left alone. If I had time and money to waste I would get up and go to Austin. I wouldn't go visit my friends and family I would just go to be alone and do some release stress shopping and do my quick stop to the capital. Every time I go to Austin I always like to stop by the capital. That place is amazing, filled with greed and corruption, but amazing.

School is going to take over my life this semester. My classes are actually interesting and the instructors are great. So it shouldn't be that bad.
I think I need to get a new job.
I miss a lot of things and a lot of people.

That is all.

xoxo

FALL '09

School this semester seems like it is going to be awesome! I have some pretty cool teachers.

Western Civilzation

Earth Geo

American Gov.

College Algbera

Pretty tough classes but, I can do it. I hope!

Between work and school I am pretty sure I'll cry in the middle of the semester haha.

I can already feel the insantity creeping up.

Work is starting to get slow. FINALLY!! another busy summer weekend and I just might have to walk out.

FUN FUN FUN FEST is coming up. Last years line up doesn't compare to this years. Youth of Today should of played.. I really want to see 7 seconds <3

That is alll.

"Fall seven times get up eight"

So, let me just say I am starting to run out of user names..ha.

I guess I need to be able to vent without having to waste paper. Cause I know right before this year ends I'll probably do away with this blog.

Any who...

Life is pretty rad! Hotel life is the same. Why does everything in life turn into a routine? Wake up go to work greet, complain how its too early, check people out, answer phone calls, and check-ins. Story of my young-adult hood.

Antone and I are doing amazing. Never have I felt so close to him. He makes me smile. We get into these annoying arguments that make us laugh at the end. Being so much alike has its ups and downs. But, coming home to him after a rough day is perfect!

My schooling at Del-Mar is almost done, next semester I need to start hustling scholarships and etc. I really want to go to St. Edwards! I really want to say that I got my MASTERS at a university that is not in Coprus. I really want to see what adventures I get myself into. I have too many goals and I feel like I don't have a lot of time.

PS. Jay-Z pretty much owns my music player right now.

O and Yesterday Antone and I had a round of couch comando he won! We ended up watching women's golf. Ugh men and their sports! Its funny I woke up this morning turned on my tele and what do you know BASEBALL BASEBALL!! haha