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I struggle so hard to find who I am?
I think I realize who I am not....
I am not: materialistic
I am not: a good speller
I am not: a perfect other half
I am not: center of attention
I am not: outgoing
I am not: a person who has to focus on being known!


Today I picked up a notebook, any notebook I found laying around, and I wrote. I wrote for an hour or two. I am not going to look back and read what I wrote. But it felt good to write. Why did I stop listening to the world? Why did I stop paying attention to what surrounds me?
Tomorrow I am going to pick up that sketch book I keep eye balling, find a get away spot, and draw. maybe I will take photographs while I am at it.

On a different note, this week's music has consists of old old Cure,Joy Division,and New Order. I think I might spend a couple of hours looking for new music. I haven't done that either.

I am so glad that it is spring break. I rather spend it catching up with myself than being out and doing things I rather save my money on.

Austin Friday!